Feeling a bit anxious...

Ok, I admit it...I am feeling very anxious this week. I havn't heard a word about our case status w/ PGN. This past Tuesday marked 3 weeks since submission. I really thought we would have received word of a KO by now. I am hoping that we have already been KO'd and resubmitted and just don't know it yet.

Today Mason is 17 weeks...by the way, when exactly is one to stop counting in weeks and start using months?? Hopefully we will receive our November photos/health update/case update in the next few days. I promise to post any new pic's or news as soon as we receive it! I came across this poem on an adoption forum...it really touched me , so I thought I would share it.

Kisses in the Wind

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams,
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long,
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...
Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.
But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I send to you each night.

--Unknown

Let the name of the Lord be praised, both now and forevermore.
Ps 113:2

He settles the barren woman in her home as a happy mother of children.
Ps 113:9